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Saturday, June 18, 2011

We End Tonight

Hello.. :) Ermm.. Ya,based on my title,surely u understand what is it. My relationship with him,Stanley has ended. How is it happened?


K.. Dimulakan cerita,td,hampir pkl 9 lebih mcm tu,aku dpt tau yg sebenarnya dia pergi jumpa ex dia siang tadi. Tapi dia bgtau yg dia pergi ke rmh pakcik dia kat Bekenu. =.=' Nampak pelik. Ok. Tapi aku percaya gak. Bodohnya aku. Kan? Bila ptg,dia dah balik,aku bagi la dia rest dulu. Tapi lama benar,smpai la aku dpt tau yg dia tipu aku siang td. Mcm mana aku tau,tu tak pyh tau la. :) Yang penting.apa cerita disebalik perpisahan kami. :')

Aku kata kat dia,baik bgtau yg sebenarnya yg dia pergi mana hari ni. Okay,dia fhm mksud aku. Then dia kata,"chill. Sory. And again,i lied to you. Again. I know,you are not Rihanna (=.=' apa budak ni kata??). K..sambung balik apa dia kata. "Ok. No explanation this time. Say whatever you want." Then dia kata lg,"I can't give any good answer. Dahla,tak perlu panggil 'bie' lagi. Sure you want to break off right?" Urmm...okey,seriously,mmg itu yg aku fikirkan,dr minggu2 lepas pun. :'( Then,he told me that he don't love his ex,he try to love me,yes he can. But it just,not yet fully wanna get involved into love,i think la. =.='

Then,i said "i'm not yours anymore. I set you free. You can do what you want now. No one will mad at you. Just be happy with your life,without me,i know and sure it's more merrier without me." Then he asked,"any chance for being just friend?" And i said sure. =.=' Haiyaa.... Can you see that i just can't let him go just like that? And definitely i will offer him a friendship. :(

But the most magic thing is,i didn't cry at all this night. I didn't tears even a single drop anyway. I don't know why is it like this. But maybe it just i get used to get hurt all this while,i mean in this week. Kan so many things happened to me since last week. And aku prnah trfikir utk akhiri hbgn kami. But it just that i can't because i adore him. :( Sayang punya pasal kan? Huhu. So just,aku langsung tak nangis. Tapi esok2 tak tau lagi. :( Aku msih mmpu trsenyum walaupun hati aku sakit. :') Dear,i still can smile if you come to comforts me,but i think im gonna run and hide myself from bump into you. Someday. Maybe? I don't know.

A memory to remember. :')
Beginilah akhir kisah aku dan dia. :') Memang tak sgka sekejap ni saja. Aku ngan dia selama sebulan lebih je,dr 28 April hingga 18 Jun 2011. Tak lama kan? :') No komen. Haha.
Stan,take care of yourself there. God bless you. Hope you will get on what you're hoping and waiting for. Amen. :')



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