I'm 19 already

Oh hey.. Lama dah x blogging. Rinduuu~ Mcm biasa la,mesti akan kata rindu nak blogging stiap kali mulakan entry. Haha. Lame. :D Tp itu la kenyataan.

Tujuan buat entry kali ni nak bagitau la yg aku dah officially 19 pd 28 Mac yg lepas. Lol. Terasa makin muda la. Haha. =.=' Ok,yg sbnrnya,bila tarikh dah nak masuk 28 Mac tu,aku mmg agak emosi la sikit kerana satu perkara. Hurm.. Sedih sbnrnya. Sbb tarikh 28 tu dulu pernah jadi tarikh yg aku tunggu2 setiap bulan utk ucap "Happy Monthsary,dear" and hope to wish this "Happy Anniversary,dear" to that person one day. Tapi tu semua hanya tinggal kenangan. Huhu. Sudah la tu pernah jadi tarikh sejarah buat aku,sebab tu la aku emosi. Huhu. Nak nangis la bila teringat semua tu,i mean,kenangan brsama org yg prnah buat aku bahagia,tapi skrg smua nya jadi duka bila dia minta aku utk stay away from him. :'(

Kat FB,kwn2 dlm realiti and dunia maya wish aku happy birthday,tapi aku tak happy pun. :( Most of them,kwn2 yg btl2 kwn aku,mereka ada juga wish,"Don't be sad anymore." Ok,i got their message. I know,I'm being sad like all the time since early of January. But i can't help it. Hmm..

Rasa sedih tu terbawa2 smpai ke waktu persekolahan pagi tu. Entah la,I can't be happy,my schoolmates wished me happy birthday,i just smile and shake their hand's back,and say thank you. They even sponsor me makanan. Haha. Lepas tu baru la aku blh snyum sdikit demi sdkit. Huhu. But still,I felt sad. Haiz. :'/ How can a birthday girl be sad on her own birthday oh? :|

After school time,aku pergi ke Parkson and di sana la aku dpt surprised. I got teddy bear,a HUGE TEDDY BEAR. I can't stop myself hugging it. I love it very much. And thanks to my buddy for the willingness to bought it and gave it to me as a present. After that,I went out with my mum,she bought me a new phone. I got Sony Ericsson Xperia X8. Haha. I like it but don't love it much because i don't like touchscreen's phone. Hmm. But just wanna you know,I'm still grateful to have this phone. Yala.. Bkn senang nak dpt hadiah cam ni. LOL. Dah lama tunggu org belikan aku handphone baru,tak sangka pulak dpt time birthday. Awal bulan ada la bgtau nak handphone baru tp org cakap bulan ni tak dpt la,kena tangguh dulu. Last2 dpt jugak. Haha. Syukur la. :)

See,the teddy is SOOOO BIG! It's bigger than me. Huhu. Best peluk dia ni time tido. Tido smpai tak hengatt dunia. :D
That's my new phone. SE Xperia X8. :D *wingle-wingle*

P/s: I promise,I will smile and be happy like before. To whoever related,one day you will regret on what you've done and make my life turns down before. Eventho' i'm leading my life in grief,I'm sure I will have a good life after this. Soon baby,soon.. :')

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