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Monday, October 31, 2011

L.U.C.K.Y

When L meets U meets C meets K meets Y,they will be a word. Yes! It's LUCKY. Hahaha. Why posting about LUCKY? Well~ Don't know lah kan,why in this few days,asyik da jodoh ja sama word LUCKY. Aih..
Few days ago,i posted up this sentence on my Facebook.

"My friend said,"Your bf must be a very lucky man to win your heart/hand."
I wish he feel that way too,friend. :) "

Then,one of my fb's friend commented laa.. He said,"Your bf is fucking lucky..not just very lucky..hehe..lucky man". Then boyfie also comment and ask this guy why saying like that. Then the guy answered him,"You two are in love,you loves her and she loves you and care about you and talk about you all the time (Amboi.. =.=' Ye ke all the time? Chicken chop btl la. Haha) And that makes you lucky man. Do you feel that dude?"
Then boyfie replied him,"don't envy me,i am lucky. :D Love stuff. Hehe."

Then i posted up again this sentence,"How do i know that i am lucky too to have you while they keep saying that you're lucky to have me? =.= #curious "

Haha.. Then the same guy commented me. Then boyfie showed up. LOL. It doesn't matter la actually. But i just a bit tak puas hati la since people always say he's lucky. Eh? Why??? Haha. Bukan apa bah.. Sometimes i also and really want to see and hear someone tell him that i am lucky to have him as my only one. I don't want them to tell me that he's lucky to have me,in front of me. It's useless sometimes. Haha. Mcm make me get jealous jak. Hehe. But nevermind la. It's my unmatured thinking. Biasalah. Umur pun masih 18. Still not fully dewasa. (Amboi.. Ngaku?? Haha) Yes.. Ngaku la ni. Hehe.

Bila fikir2kan,YES,he should feel that way and do realize that he's lucky to have me. Adoii... Not want to puji2 diri bagus ka apa. But,after apa yang kami telah lalui before ni,i think he should be more bersyukur bah. I've been hurted so hard last time by him,yet i still give him chances. People say i'm stupid enough to forgive and accept him back in my life. :( I know i've been hurted so much,like he never care about my feeling last time.Yes,i do feel stupid by doing this that time,but i just followed my heart.

When friends hear to my story about us,the first thing that will come out from their mouth is,"you're stupid,girl. He hurt you damn hard. But you still accept him and give him a second chance. If i were in your shoes,i will never accept him back. But one thing we puji about you la,in love matter,i do respect you. It's your heart. :) Not many people can do what you did."

Some of them also was saying this to me,"masih ada juga perempuan macam kamu,saya ingat dah tak da.". Yes friend,masih ada org yg sebodoh like me,yg dah dilukai sgt2,tp still want the guy that broke her heart. I don't call this a true love. But i do called it a sacrifice. Sepanjang 10 hari berpisah,barulah he sedar that i'm that valuable to him. Bak kata org kan,kdg2 perpisahan tu buat kita sedar,yg kita dah kehilangan/lepaskan org yg brmakna dlm hidup kita. Jadi,dgn kehilangan tu,kita akan lebih menghargai seseorg atau sesuatu pada masa akan dtg.

Yerrr~ Pjg pula berceloteh,tak sedar dah lewat mlm. Haha. So,next time lagi la blogging lagi k? Papai~ :)



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Sunday, October 23, 2011

Truth About Girls







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Thursday, October 13, 2011

Some happiness

Sorry for didn't write any for this few days. It's not that i have no time to blogging but i just too lazy to do some update. It's not because i have nothing to share,I do.. But,like i said,i'm lazy enough this week. :D I received a few good news in this week which made me so happy and grateful.


1.
Dear God,thank You for giving me the best gift in my life. I've waited for more than 11 years for my wish to come true. I started to prayed since that for my wish and dream to come true. And you've granted my wish,you've made my dream came true. I thank You for brought back the person that i really wanted to see from years ago. :') It's the biggest ever blessing from You to my family. I was give up once since i've waited so long,but see? You gave me what I need the most. Do place my family in Your hands,Father. Shower my family with Your love and do bless them in what they do. I thank You for what You've did to us. YOUR PLAN'S ARE SO BEAUTIFUL TO ME. :')

2.
I just knew that i'm still loved. Although i have wrong towards >you<,>you< still love me. Yes,I do regret for letting this 'diamond' go before. I still regretted it. :'( I'm so sorry for these 2 hearts. But what can i do? They say,"you deserves this 'diamond',dear". All i can say is,"no..I'm don't deserve 'it'. 'It' is just too good to me." But seriously,i can't turning back and just close my eyes. I've done wrong and just can't simply to forget all thing just like that. And it is what will makes me regret for the rest of life. The existence of the 'diamond' such a beautiful thing that ever happened in my life. :')

I think that's all i want to tell for now. :) See ya for the next 'love letter'. ;)



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Friday, October 7, 2011

Bengkel Teknik Menjawab Kertas Pengajian Perniagaan

Hari ni,seharian aku berada di Hotel Telang Usan,Miri utk menghadiri bengkel PP. Huhu.. Tak sangka pulak terjumpa kawan aku,si Fizan kat sana.. Mula2 aku tau yg student Form 6 dr Kolej turut serta pun,aku dah tercari2 kelibat budak ni. Kot2 ada. Tp xda plak. Last2,terjengul jugak muka budak2 kolej ni. Terkejut aku tgk budak ni pun ada sini. Huhu.. Ada jugak dia rupanya.. Kami sempat la bertegur sapa. Cewah! Skema sungguh ayat aku. Haha. =.='

Tp rasanya agak berbaloi la juga aku dtg ke bengkel PP ni. Byk info and tips aku dpt utk persediaan STPM thn dpn. Huhuhu. Walaupun aku dgn pyh nya menahan rasa mengantok,tp aku dgr jugak. Selama berjam2 aku kunyah Wrigley's Doublemint Chewing Gum aku semata2 menahan rasa ngantok. Haha. Sampaikan chewing gum aku tu dah takda rasa manis. xD

After tea break,aku jumpa si Fizan ni td,loya punya loya,dia plan nak ajak aku and hubby utk keluar hjg mggu ni. Aiseehhh.. Aku tak dpt la. Kereta kena control. :p Then bila dah habis lunch time,Fizan balik!! LOL. Sdgkan masih ada lagi part 2 sesi ceramah kami tu. Aku ingatkan dia balik kejap je,sebab kami diberi masa selama 2 jam utk berehat,tujuannya utk memberi laluan pelajar Islam pergi menunaikan solat. Tp nak tau apa?? Kwn aku ni dia pergi terus tak kembali lagi ke bilik bengkel kami. LOL. Brutal sungguh budak ni. Eh? Biasalah.. Dia kan MDK. :p Apa tu? Erm... biarlah kami saja yg tau. :p Ewah2.. Kwn aku kata dia hensem,tp dr tepi je la.. LOL. =D Aku gelak je dgr ayat terakhir kwn aku memuji si Fizan ni. :)

Erm... balik2 dr bengkel ni,aku penatlah. Masih terasa lagi kepenatan aku ni walaupun baru pukul 9pm. Mana tak nya,aku berada kat sana dari pkl 6.40am lagi smpai la pkl 4.40pm. Smpai rumah dah pkl brpa lg? Huhu. Oklah.. Malas nak cita. Ni link penceramah kami td kalau nak tau tips2 berguna utk yg bakal menduduki STPM kertas Pengajian Perniagaan--> Laman Pengajian Perniagaan STPM Cikgu aZLy . Good luck bagi abg2 kakak2 senior di SMK Riam yg bakal menduduki STPM 44 hari lagi. God bless you guys! :)

Dari kiri:Beth,Fenny,Chak Kai,aku & Ana
Ada gaya model tak kami? Hehe :D



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